"Release me from a word "UNKIND". A world where the blind is leading the blind. I can see the Sky opens wide to swallow me again. Once i am inside i am lost and can't pretend. These pictures in my mind are not a part of me. These memories hold me tight till i can hardly breathe"
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Friday, January 25, 2013
Nostalgia
Now… I just feel like I am going down and down, feeling so lonely and found no one to care about me.. I just wanna sit alone in the locked room to think what I am and what I pretend to be. Because sometimes it is very important to give time to you analyzing what are the gains and losses in life. This calculation is bringing me madness. How beautiful it could be I wish if we get all things settled with no worries and wounds. But it is just a Utopian thought. Life is nothing but a bunch of harsh realities.
I understand this but still I am not able to kick out a gloomy hopeless feeling that has made a permanent place in me like something sucking my blood and making me weak day by day. A fictional scene reminds me feeling like I can see the light at the end of tunnel and but I am powerless to reach the end. Light is going far and far gradually. Time seems to be stuck and everything is crumbling down. Now it is the time to think that had I ever expected all about this, perhaps not but still everything is going on. Time cannot wait to come along. A great headache in the back of my head slowly creating a dire catastrophe and feels like nothing can aid this infection.
Reminding this again filling me up with Nostalgia, but it’s hard to dwell in the past anymore. All those memories have become grief but I am still struggling to save me from myself. I feel like I am sinking in deep in the tepid water. Everything is passing by with such swiftness with erratic clock that I am much confused that what to do and what should I not. I know somehow I’ll be okay but thoughts remain linger in the past.
Friday, January 11, 2013
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
Fischerweise
The fisherman's not worried
By sorrow and by care;
He sets sail in the morning,
His heart as light as air.
Peace is all around him,
In meadows and in streams
With his songs he wakens
The golden sunshine's beams.
He sings while he is fishing
From full land cheery breast,
His works fills him with vigour,
His vigour gives him zest.
Then in the depths below him
A tumult starts to break,
And splashes through the heavens
Reflected in the lake.
But he who will a fish catch
Needs eyes that clearly see,
A heart as light as ether,
And as waves so free.
And on the bridge sits angling
The shepherdess so sweet.
Pray cease your tricks and cunning,
The fish you cannot cheat.
Friday, January 4, 2013
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